Saturday, January 21, 2006
Dying to live / Gnostic Holographies
--To Matthew Ronay after Beuys's Codex
What we mean to write and what
We mean
To draw what
We mean by having
Insides and having
Other insides
(The inside
Of inside) is somehow
A matter of sex it is
Somehow
A matter of death.
Or Eros otherwise
A lag
Time of perception
A perceptive
Dark an occultation
Of the eyes
Of the hand
Drawing the eyes
As they don’t see
Fever balloons and
Madness blisters.
They trace
A therapy
A constant therapy
To heal
By writing words
As one might
Draw them
The pressure of this
A pressure
Not unlike
Death bearing
Down
Bearing
Down on an inside.
You will reconstruct
What organs you will
Reconstruct
By drawing
Organs without
Community bereft
Impermeable collective.
Bereft in slipping
The interminable
Slipping
Of affects
From body
To transmutable
Body
Your multiple
Bodies are
A distraction
Instances
Of time themselves
The floating
Organs of a draughtsman.
The sovereign holography
Feverish topology
Of pain and what is
Not quite pain
Not actually
Your organs
Your organs no longer
With outsides
For or
In themselves.
As one must always be
Alert to heal
As trauma
Has no end
Nor beginning
Except in
These occultations
Ex-orcisms /
In-orcisms
Dying in your codex
To live.
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