It's the opening. We're basking in
language itself. The silence of my friend. My love. The one beyond words in her
silence.
Lucy, when you waited until we
got to the vet’s office to bleed-out on me, and when I thought that your blood
was piss or shit pooling in my flip-flop, this was so typical of you, you never
whimpered until that last day, your “one bad day” the vet kept repeating in
hopes of consoling me
In this totally unsanitary
way all I wanted was to mix your blood with mine, keep feeling its warmth on my
foot and not wash it off, the memories of the dead being what fuels every
revolution inside us, which is to say, it is love that truly accounts for any
permanent sense of revolution