Of mimicry 'I' sings a million helpless rebellions
until 'the end of history' or there is a 'We' to sig
nify all messed-up and bloody we became 'Heal
thy' 'heathens' in a world-battle not even made
bright by quotation or Chopin what music do w
ords approximate that 'We' can not what exper
iences her fingers gently pressing the keys thos
e cuff-dangling hands demonstrating 'the soul'.
Thursday, October 18, 2007
Monday, October 15, 2007
L E E F R I E D L A N D E R
I Keep Imagining Your Sadness in Quotes
I don't know about you
But I would really like
For you to dispute the thought
Balloon that looms just like
A picture of ocean waves above
My head and wants to say
Everything to you in scare quotes
Like you've heard every-
thing I was going to say before
Or the authorship of my words
Was somehow doubtful or clearly
Attributable to someone other
Than myself I wish you would
Burst my bubble and discretely
Sing the song I couldn't
Sing myself because everything
I do feels false without you even
The simplest things like breathing
Or making a pot of coffee they
Seem substanceless even though
You told me on the phone tonight
No one can make me happy but
Myself that you had given every-
thing up for "art" your other lover
Your friends your city and me
And if you couldn't be sad you'd
Just assume not feel anything at all.
But I would really like
For you to dispute the thought
Balloon that looms just like
A picture of ocean waves above
My head and wants to say
Everything to you in scare quotes
Like you've heard every-
thing I was going to say before
Or the authorship of my words
Was somehow doubtful or clearly
Attributable to someone other
Than myself I wish you would
Burst my bubble and discretely
Sing the song I couldn't
Sing myself because everything
I do feels false without you even
The simplest things like breathing
Or making a pot of coffee they
Seem substanceless even though
You told me on the phone tonight
No one can make me happy but
Myself that you had given every-
thing up for "art" your other lover
Your friends your city and me
And if you couldn't be sad you'd
Just assume not feel anything at all.