"the most abstract fucking fact" 
"bouncing" 
"to be in my life"
*
Creeley / Cruelty 
*
Not to look 
That hard at things
To pick the wrong 
Word 
That would lack 
Emotion actually 
Locate 
Here as wherever 
Is 
In fact speech 
*
I say 
To her appropos 
The man drunk in our party 
Acting 
Like a shit
I want to become 
Reckless through rigor there 
Is an ear 
Keeps over-hearing 
All of what 
We play
As we are always playing 
Now
*
An ethics (if an ethics
there ever can be):
our radiant 
attention attention 
(and even distraction 
will always trump 
intention, like touch 
does 
the eye, and the eye 
our theories always when 
we really look 
I mean really 
*
 
I'd like to know 
their inner-monologues
the audiences' when Nicholson smashes 
his palm against 
red chewing gum he'd stuck in 
white plaster wall, 
there were things of course 
we saw on film 
never cld have seen on dinky tv 
things on the outskirts of 35mm. projection 
a glass 
bottle containing 
transparent liquid for instance
water perhaps 
meant to be 
vodka
